We must realize that our sin is not just "sin"--seems like such a small word, doesn't it? But there's more to it than that. Sin is not just sin. Sin is rebellion. Sin is rebellion against the Most High, against God. Yes, that's right; we're not just sinners either--we're rebels.
Romans 5:8 - "But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us." So if sin = rebellion and sinners = rebels, let me offer you a slightly different translation of this verse: "But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still rebels, Christ died for us." While we were (and unfortunately still often are) in open rebellion against our King, turning our back on Him and everything He stands for, Christ died for us.
Because of his death, forgiveness is ours for the taking.
Think about that for a second. What does a king usually do when his people rebel against him? Well, he either gets killed, runs away, or fights back. But not this King. No, not God. Even though He has the power to end our existence faster than the blink of an eye as punishment for our rebellion, He doesn't. His response is completely different, some might even call it upside-down.
Why?
The Bible give us a pretty straightforward answer to that question, through the most well known verse in the Bible too. John 3:16 - "For God SO LOVED the world, that He gave His one and only son, so that whoever believes in him will not perish but have eternal life." Those two words describe who God is so well. He "so loved" the world. He loves us so much, that He was willing to leave the splendor and glory and perfection of heaven to step down into our broken and dark world. This King loves us so much, that He stepped down from His thrown to live among the very people that were and still are in rebellion against Him. He came to rescue those very same people. Only the King of kings and Lord of lords would do something that radical.
If you think about that in a personal context, it's rather convicting. Our King gave everything to save us even while we rebelled against Him. He gave everything to save YOU, and you don't have to meet any requirements to be eligible for the gift of salvation and love that He brought with Him. By His grace, He accepts us exactly as we are, anger, brokenness, pain, sin and all, and forgives us for all of it, instantly. But the funny thing about God's grace is that it is never content to leave us the way it found us.
So, you've believed in your heart that Jesus is God's Son and YOUR savior, you've confessed that you are a rebel (a sinner) and have accepted the fact that you are not perfect and don't have to be, and you've asked Christ to be the Lord of your life, but what now?
The truth is, a lot of "Christians" tend to lose the trail here. They've been "born again" in Christ, but now that they are a spiritual infant, they struggle to grow and often don't have someone to help them along through their infancy. Christianity
So let's talk about being babies all over again.
The cool thing about this analogy is that the physical truth of it is very closely related to the spiritual truth as well.
As a child, it takes time for us to learn how to crawl, to learn how to walk, and even to learn how to communicate. But none of that stuff just happens. It's a growth process. When we are begging to learn how to walk, we stumble and fall plenty of times too. But God, our spiritual father, is always there holding out his loving arms with a warm smile and calling us over to walk towards Him. And when we fall, He's always there to lift us back up again. In fact, when we fall, He runs to us and scoops us up in his loving arms. Over time, we become stronger and we learn how to walk on our own, but there is still always a choice of whether to walk toward or away from our father.
Communication, too, is a skill learned over time. We don't all become incredibly articulate about our faith in an instant, and to be honest, it takes some of us a lot longer than others. It even takes time to learn how to say "Daddy" and know what that means.
It's easy to get discouraged if there are things that you don't understand right away or things that you cannot fully experience yet, because it's tough to be a baby, and it does take some time to grow and mature in our faith, but nutrition can help a lot with our growth.
The more you feed yourself by reading God's word, meditating on it, listening to His voice, sitting in and drinking in His joyous and peaceful presence, letting Him love you, and letting Him teach you and form you into the man/woman that He created you to be, the more growth you will experience, the more spiritually mature you will become and the faster you will do so.
But take care! If you neglect these things that are essential for your spiritual health and growth, you be like a child that neglects eating. You will be malnourished and your growth will be stunted. If you neglect your need for God's word each and every day and your need to hear His voice, it's like you're neglecting your need for food, and you will starve spiritually.
The more you grow in communication with God (and communication IS a two-way street!) and the more you grow in your commitment to Him (and being committed too often also means being willing to sacrifice for), the stronger your relationship will become. The more you chose to love Him (and love is a choice), the more you will be able to feel His love for you. The more He is on your mind, the more you will begin to realize that you are always on His.
It truly is a divine love story.
But take care! Any intimate relationship that is devoid of communication, commitment, and love will cease to be intimate and will wither away. And is the object of your greatest affection not always on your mind?
As you mature in your faith and grow stronger through your journey, you will begin to realize that God has given you certain spiritual gifts through which to accomplish His will here on earth. These same gifts are a big part of what makes you unique. Likewise, you will begin to see the fruits of the spirit (love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control) flowering and ripening in your life, and others will begin to see them as well. You will grow even closer to God, and you will understand Him more and more as you get to know Him better.
You will soon realize that you have a calling and a purpose in life, if you have not already. You are passionate about something, and you have gifts, and where your passion and your gifts meet, there your calling lies.
You are called beyond yourself, to be a servant of the Most High God and to make manifest (to bring forth) His glory to the ends of the earth.
You are called to bring healing and restoration to brokenness and pain, to preserve and call out the beauty that still remains in God's creation, and in the people that He created.
You are called to be the salt of the earth
You are called to be the light of the world
Over time, God will begin to reveal Himself to you in ways that you never could have imagined, and He will also begin to reveal bits and pieces of His great plan for you.
It is now more than ever that you must learn to walk by faith and not by sight, because you will never be able to see the whole picture of God's plan for your future, but only snapshots of it, because His plan for YOUR life is TOO great, TOO vast for you to even fathom.
God will not only begin to reveal Himself to you, He will begin to reveal YOURself to you as well. You will learn much about yourself: your strengths, your weaknesses, your gifts and abilities.
You will soon come to realize that you carry a deep wound in your heart that was inflicted some time in your past, usually during your childhood/adolescence by whomever took care of you (usually your parents), for it is said that the ones who we are closest too can either hurt or help us the most.
This wound results from imperfect love. Your parents are human beings. Therefore, no matter how hard they tried, they could not and cannot love you perfectly the way that God does. And you know what? That hurts. No matter how good or bad your childhood was, it still hurts to not be loved perfectly the way that we were created to be.
You'll begin to see how this wound has subtly shaped you as a person, because your greatest fears and anxieties stem from it, and it's a favorite target for the enemy's fiery darts. But don't worry, because you're not alone. Every human being has been inflicted with some deep kind of wound like this at some point in their lives, whether they realize it or not, but it is only those who realize that they are wounded that can gain healing.
To be completely honest, this may seem like one of the darkest times along your spiritual journey, but don't despair; God has not left you, now He is carrying you through the valley. Have patience, because it will take some time to realize and acknowledge all of the ways in which your wound has hurt you.
You will be tempted to harden your heart and close it off to God and His healing touch in order to protect yourself, but have courage, and rejoice in your suffering knowing that God is using it to make you stronger for His purposes. For it is written: "We also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out His love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit whom He has given us." - Romans 5:3-5.
Remember, if you close off a wound before you clean it out, chances are that it will become infected and fester, not heal. And that infection with this type of wound can affect all kinds of different areas of your life, cause more hurt to those around you. As it is said, "Hurt people, [they] hurt people." This infection tends to rear its ugly head as things like: hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions and envy (and yes, those are some of the fruits of the flesh).
Soon you will come to understand that although this wound has hurt you for a very long time and has caused a lot of pain in your life, God has used it for good. For it is written: "What the enemy intends for evil, God uses for good," and "God makes all things work together for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His purpose."
God has used your wound to help shape you into who you are. Our struggles and our pain are a major part of what makes us unique as well, and thus, uniquely beautiful too.
Though your would has helped to make you who you are at your present, it DOES NOT define you. Only God can define who you are.
You are more than your past.
You are more than the struggles that you face.
You are more than the mistakes that you have made.
You have been remade in Christ. For it is written, "The old has passed away and the new has come."
Now comes a time of healing and redefinition. Now that you have realized that God has used your wound for good, you will also realize that you've allowed that wound to have power over you, but since you have been remade in Christ, that wound no longer has any power over you. You are a new creation.
Now you will be able to ask God to come into your heart and cleanse it, and once it has been cleansed, you can ask Him to heal it. The healing will take time, but you will feel a great weight lifted off your shoulders when it begins. You will feel like you've just woken up from a deep slumber, your mind will be renewed, and you will begin to see the world and everyone in it with a new set of eyes
Accept your brokenness with a grateful heart, because it is your brokenness that God has used to make you whole in Him, and because it is the broken vessels, not those that appear to whole, that make the light within them visible to the world around them through all of their cracks and deformities.
You are only just beginning an all new part of you walk with Christ. You have been remade, so now you have many new things to learn about yourself. Your old definition of yourself no longer applies. Now you will begin to see yourself the way that God sees you; perfect in all of your imperfections.
When God said, "I want YOU!" He meant ALL of you; not just your strengths, but your weaknesses too; not just your joy, but your sorrow as well; not just your wholeness, but even your brokenness.
Live your life fully surrendered to Christ, and you will be the greatest blessing to the world that you could ever possibly be. If you chose to live for Him and not for yourself, then you will receive unimaginable blessings, unfathomable love, incomprehendable peace, boundless joy, and everlasting hope.
Only by making this choice can you live a completely fulfilled life. All you have to do is pick up your cross, dying to yourself daily, and follow Him.